Numb
bpm 112 Cmin
(c)2021 M.George

Have you ever felt numb?
I know its dumb …But I always feel it
Like the mic and a beat but I always kill it
I dont understand defeat much, Im always winnin
Just understand my heat cuz I’m always grilling
I dont understand my homies, I dont roll wit em
They dont understand its over, I’m no longer dealing
I’ma disease, I’m numb, got no feelins
even the fam dont understand me on most evenins
I’m on the porch with a quart of the vodka
and no remourse, drink pours like a bottle of water
I’m Smokin weed, to open me up and spark my logic
hold it in till lungs bleed, while I’m hopin its its toxic
Gotta dead end job & I’m an alcoholic
Dont tempt me, souls empty like a poor mans wallet
No control, no freedom, hordes of demons watchin
Dont sleep anymore, Like I need the darkness

Love isnt, in the air enuf
I think you never cared, enuf
Seems like ya werent there enuf
Dreams were never shared enuf
Some Things are never fair enuf
Beware everything is tough
& I feel like I could tear it up
Come on lets compare our kuts…IM NUMB

Woke Seizin on the floor, can’t see the light
No breathin im defeated, am i gonna die
Freezin cold, beaten up, holdin on to life
Evil knows I’m a beast, so its prolly right
Hope better things’ll come, But I gotta fight
Hope that I swing enuf, That I qualify
Wont ever give up once I got it right
Wont ever live up, to what they got in mind
I’m on a table, where they laid me, I’m barely conscience
got me stable, as i stay here, my prayers are constant
Im stressed, head and chest got me feelin nauseous
Hold my breath, is this death, or is it nonsense
Got a covid test headed for my nostrils
Shield they heads like I’m deadly, they gettin cautious
They Tell me I cant exit before i see the doctors
Cant leave till i beat it feelin like a hostage

Love isnt, in the air enuf
I think you never cared, enuf
Seems like ya werent there enuf
Dreams were never shared enuf
Some Things are never fair enuf
Beware everything is tough
& I feel like I could tear it up
Come on lets compare our kuts…IM NUMB


RAWR!
I Cant smoke, I cant sleep
Im sober now, so i cant drink, I overthink
Take a handful of pills, Still dont feel a thing
Old age got me blank fadin memories
hope-ful for a break, that’ll never be
Trying to cope with all the pain thats inflictin me
Cant explain all the anger that lives in me
No dreams, now a days I’m history
I’m lost in thoughts that i ought to keep l private
I wanna tell em all off and can no longer hide it
Its cost to be the boss, theres no profit in writin
all front but when the fight starts, go runnin & hidin
Its all about money, no love or enlightenment
hang around till its ugly, then dump ya in spite of it
God’ll rain down punishment for all that they done
And dyin dont bother me none, Cuz I’m numb

Love isnt, in the air enuf
I think you never cared, enuf
Seems like ya werent there enuf
Dreams were never shared enuf
Some Things are never fair enuf
Beware everything is tough
& I feel like I could tear it up
Come on lets compare our kuts…IM NUMB


Love isnt, in the air enuf
dont cry
Seems like ya werent there enuf
ya wont try
Some Things are never fair enuf
no lie
And I feel like I can tear it up
no time